Dear Diary Lyrics

Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I
know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I
know you'll keep them, and this is what I've
done

I've been a bad,
bad girl for so long
I don't know how to change what went wrong
Daddy's
little girl when he went away
What did it teach me? That love leaves


Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one
that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets

I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've
done

I've been
down every road you could go
I made some bad choices as you know
Seems I
have the whole world cradled in my hands
But its just like me not to
understand

Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're
the only one that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to
tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl

I learned my lessons
I
turned myself around
I've got a guardian angel tattooed on my
shoulder

She's been watching over me

Dear, dear diary, I want to
tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one that I know who'll keep
them

Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl


Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
Cuz you're the only one
that I know who'll keep
them
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets

I've been a bad, bad girl

I've been a bad, bad girl

I am an opportunity and I knock so softly
Sometimes I get loud when I wish
everybody'd just
get off me
So many playas you'd think I was a ball game

Its every man for themself, there are no
team mates
This life gets
lonely when everybody wants
something
This might have been your fate

But they'll get their's eventually
And I hope I'm there


Surrounded by familiar faces without names
None of them know me or
want to share my pain
And they only wish to bask in my light, then
fade
away
To win my love, to them a game
To watch me live my life in
pain
When all is done and the glitter fades, fades
away
They'll get
their's eventually
And I hope I'm there

I drank your poison cuz you
told me its wine
Shame on you if you fool once
Shame on me if you fool
me twice
I didn't know the price
You'll get yours eventually

So
what good am I to you if I can't be broken?
You'll get yours, yes you'll get
yours
Eventually

I can remember the very first time I cried
How I wiped my eyes and buried
the pain inside
All of my memories - good and bad - that's past
Didn't
even take the time to realize

Starin' at the cracks in the walls
Cuz
I'm waiting for it all to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed

Cuz its takin' over my head all over again

Do you even know who you
are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I
want to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore

Do you even know what you have?

Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight

How the birds will sing as I count the rings
around my eyes

Constantly pushing the world I know aside
I don't even feel the pain, I